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The song seems to fit my life well right now. My bosses (teachers) are really getting on my case (and every one else's), and I F--KING HATE THEM. The person I like doesn't like me, in fact, they seem to be completely ignorant of my existence. I'm living off of caffiene. I never want to work. I'm constantly considering an hero-ing (maybe manager want to write goddamn login page himself). The only thing keeping me from letting it all fall to shit is my cousins coming down in a couple of weeks for Christmas break. I think all the work is a load of horse crap. Routines, routines, routines.
I'm overworked. I mean, I understand that my teachers want me to do my homework and do projects and whatnot...but I have to be able to say no to some things without it affecting me. I'm feeling very seperate from myself...like I've lost who I am over the last few weeks. The only way I can vent is through music and taekwon do, and I hardly have time for that anymore. I get to see one of my best friends in the city on the eleventh though...looking forward to that. I need the weekend to recover...to not work, to retreat from society and find myself. to be zen...bring out my inner monk.

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